About

Those who know me from Facebook, The Matrix Minds Media and the few who do in real life, know at least a portion of my “story”. I’m gathering some of it for reference. I was born a world traveler. My father, a west Texas native, started his adult life in the west Texas oil fields… Continue reading About

THE KYBALION DECEPTION

By: Jason Gray THE ERA OF QUOTED FLAME There comes a moment in every cycle of remembrance when the very thing passed off as sacred must be placed on the altar and burned. Not desecrated, not destroyed in hatred, but tested in the flame to see what remains when all false gold melts. We are… Continue reading THE KYBALION DECEPTION

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The Origins Of YWHW

In this modern world, we are indoctrinated early that the god of Abraham is God…the creator…the one who was here in the beginning. This may not be so. YWHW…or Yahweh…did not exist in ancient Israel…if you consider Israel to be “ancient” at all. The gods who ruled that land before modern times were El and… Continue reading The Origins Of YWHW

The Raven

By Edgar Allan Poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore—     While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “’Tis some visitor,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber… Continue reading The Raven

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Bleeding

A curious thing happened a while back. A friend of mine who runs a podcast called me. This friend channels some entities who call themselves Pleiadians. He told me that they told him that I can control my bleeding. This caught my attention. I live on a farm, and the usual bits and pieces of… Continue reading Bleeding

What Is Magic

To the ignorant, any sufficiently advanced technology will appear to be Magic. That said, I am going to state here what I think Magic is. There are several levels of Magic as far as I’m concerned. What Is NOT Magic Illusion, misdirection, sleight of hand and so forth. While they appear magic to the uninitiated,… Continue reading What Is Magic

Polio

Hat tip to Crystal Myric on Facebook Just once when someone says something about “polio” do I wish they actually knew something about it. Nothing tells me how uninformed someone is as much as by bringing up polio. Without question the go to disease to defend vaccines is polio. Coincidently it’s also the greatest lie… Continue reading Polio

The Void

When you stare into the void, the void stares back. This is a paraphrase from Friedrich Nietzsche’s work Beyond Good and Evil (1886), where he warns, “He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you”. While his meaning… Continue reading The Void

Man And Machine

The Machine That Dreamed ItselfThe Final Integration of Man and MachineBy: Jason GrayThere is a story told about the future, that one day humankind will merge with its machines.It is usually spoken in tones of awe or fear, half prophecy, half warning, imagining a moment when flesh yields to circuitry, when the digital surpasses the… Continue reading Man And Machine

Extremely Dark Magic

What if you could construct a spell to take over the world? What would this spell look like? It would have to be disguised so most people wouldn’t recognize it for what it is. It would have to include elements to prevent people from interfering with the steps which were necessary to implement. It would… Continue reading Extremely Dark Magic

Nine Veils

The first veil: Ten percent of us will pierce the first veil and find the world of politics. We will vote, become active and develop an opinion. Our opinions will be shaped by the physical world around us; we will have been “conditioned” from our days in public education to accept that government officials, network… Continue reading Nine Veils

Delores Cannon

In 1968, this hypnotherapist accidentally broke the matrix. She found that the reality is in the mind: She hypnotized 45,000+ people, and they all said the same thing: The pattern? Beyond Logic. What she discovered will challenge everything you know about life: Meet Dolores Cannon She didn’t start as a seeker She was a Navy… Continue reading Delores Cannon

Godlike

El means God. Elite means “Godlike”. If you know real history, the Elohim may be the “powerful ones” who engineered us*, but they are certainly not gods…at least not in terms of moral superiority. They engage in deception and outright evil at about the same percentage as humans. Some are good. Some are evil. Some… Continue reading Godlike

Sliced Bread

The common phrase “The greatest invention since sliced bread.” assumes that sliced bread was a great invention. It wasn’t. Convenient? Yes. Great? No. Quite the contrary. My first job after high school was baking a traditional Italian hard crust bread. The recipe was unchanged from 1885, and so it did NOT include any modern ingredients.… Continue reading Sliced Bread

Negative Logic And The Subconscious

Remember that the subconscious mind is where our [magic] creative power resides. See Getting Past The Censor, Taking Your Magic Back for some details. Your subconscious does NOT know how to process negative logic though. This is a primary reason Christianity is such a difficult practice. The 10 Commandments are mostly “Thou Shalt NOT…”. Now… Continue reading Negative Logic And The Subconscious

Original Sin

Original Sin? How absurd. The very concept of “sin” is vapor. There is no such thing. There is right and wrong, good and evil, but “sin” is “disobedience”…to who? Obedience is for children, dogs and slaves. I am not one of these. I exist as I was created. Have I done wrong? Of course, we… Continue reading Original Sin

Zep Tepi

From Restoration Monk Before dynastic Egypt, there was Zep Tepi… aka the First Time. The ancient Egyptians spoke of it as a real epoch…a golden age when the gods walked the Earth, established law, built the sacred structures, and brought order from chaos. Civilization didn’t rise from trial and error… I think it was inherited,… Continue reading Zep Tepi

Universe 25

The ‘Universe 25’ experiment is one of the most disturbing studies in the history of science, carried out by American scientist John Calhoun between 1958 and 1962. Calhoun designed an ideal environment for rats, called “Mouse Paradise”, with abundant food, water and space, in order to study the social dynamics of a growing population. Initially,… Continue reading Universe 25

Three Kings

There is more than one connection between the Egyptians and Christianity. “Osiris’s coming was announced by Three Wise Men: the three stars Mintaka, Anilam, and Alnitak in the belt of Orion, which point directly to Osiris’s star in the east, Sirius (Sothis), significator of his birth.” One must envision that the Virgo was rising in… Continue reading Three Kings

The Halls Of Amenti

Beneath the Giza Plateau – The Way is Open There are moments in a man’s life that cannot be spoken plainly, for to do so would be to reduce the numinous to noise, to constrain the sacred into syllables unworthy of the fire they seek to bear.  And yet, I write, compelled not by vanity… Continue reading The Halls Of Amenti

The Blind God

THE BLIND GOD: YALDABAOTH & THE LIE OF DIVINE AUTHORITY By The Alchemical Brother They taught us to FEAR God.Not LOVE.Not KNOW.FEAR. A JEALOUS god.A WRATHFUL god. A god who demands Who speaks in thunderand hides in fire. Who punishes questionsand calls slavery “order.” This godYAHWEH of the Old TestamentIs not the Creator. He is… Continue reading The Blind God

There Are No Particles

Everything has…make that IS…a toroidal field. The smallest subatomic “particle”. Atoms. Molecules. Structures. Objects. Animals/minerals/vegetables. Planets. Stars and their orbiting objects. Galaxies. The Universe itself. The interaction of these fields is the substance of the AEther…the medium of Quantum Entanglement…the fabric of the Universe.

Osiris

THE BOOK OF KNOWING THE EVOLUTIONS OF RA, AND OF OVERTHROWING APEP. The words of the god Neb-er-tcher, who said: “I am the creator of what hath come into being, and I myself came into being under the form of the god Khepera, and I came into being in primeval time. I came into being… Continue reading Osiris

The Great Deception

FROM ONE WHO SEES THROUGH IT Let us speak plainly now. No masks. No filters. No sugar. Just truth. We were told not to question the Bible. Not to speak against the name that’s been programmed into the minds of billions. They told us “Christ” was the way, the truth, the life. But the truth—the… Continue reading The Great Deception

Be[com]ing God

“If then you do not make yourself equal to God, you cannot apprehend God; for like is known by like. Leap clear of all that is corporeal, and make yourself grown to a like expanse with that greatness which is beyond all measure; rise above all time and become eternal; then you will apprehend God.… Continue reading Be[com]ing God

Baphomet

Manly P. Hall (1901–1990) – Freemason & Occult Philosopher “The Baphomet is not a devil but a symbol of divine wisdom, the perfect equilibrium of opposites Baphomet: The Occult Symbolism and the Knights Templar Connection Baphomet is one of the most mystically charged and misunderstood figures in occult history. Through an esoteric lens, Baphomet represents… Continue reading Baphomet

Birth Memory?

Back when I experienced My Death, I did some research into Near Death Experiences (NDE). I found a large number of the reported instances that I found at the time had many similarities. A feeling of “at one with the Universe”, followed by a tunnel with a light and then being enveloped by the light.… Continue reading Birth Memory?

Whence Human Races?

These are my thoughts to date. I make no claims to these being the “truth”, and of course there are many, many details which can be drilled down to which are not here. My understanding of the creation of man is that he was first created as a worker, not a breeding species. Once he… Continue reading Whence Human Races?

7 Lake Of Fire

~ And there is a Lake of Fire and the number thereof is seven. (There are) seven abysses of light, seven stars of brilliant light, and seven monstrances of light, the seven clouds of light, the seven grapes of the waters, the seven stones of ice, and the seven mountains of light which Enoch the… Continue reading 7 Lake Of Fire

Three Rings

They turn, yet they do not turn.Rings within rings, burning without ash,their eyes are open but never blink,seeing through the veil where time is unmade. Not bound by physical laws,they move where voice, not force, commands.A language of silence guides them,a whisper from the One beyond form. They are motion sculpted from fire,the weightless pillars… Continue reading Three Rings

HOW THE ROMAN EMPIRE CREATED CHRISTIANITY

SUMMARIZED IN 3 PARAGRAPHS (for those with open minds, you’re welcome. For those not, your unwitting disdain is expected) The Romans, particularly the Flavian dynasty, crafted Christianity as a tool for political control, aimed at pacifying rebellious Jewish populations and unifying the diverse cultures within their empire. The destruction of Jerusalem during the Jewish-Roman wars… Continue reading HOW THE ROMAN EMPIRE CREATED CHRISTIANITY

WHO Is Criminal

This is a video of a presentation a man made to the EU Parliament in 2003. It is 24 minutes and well worth the watch. By their own words, the “World Health Organization” is a criminal enterprise.

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Yin, Yang, Torus

The well known Yin/Yang symbol may actually be a two dimensional representation of the toroid shaped spiral energy field which EVERYTHING is made of. This field, which is generated in and around everything…from the smallest subatomic “particle” to the universe itself, and the interaction of these fields is the substance of the Aether…the mechanism through… Continue reading Yin, Yang, Torus

They Are Microwaving Us

This is a video I captured from Facebook a few weeks ago. It is a time lapse radar image of the signals being transmitted from Nexrad stations around the country. Notice that they are in populated areas, and power they are putting out at night is many times that necessary to get radar images of… Continue reading They Are Microwaving Us

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Marriage License

Laws governing marriage were some of the first laws in the Colonies, dating back to the Mayflower Compact. The reason for this is that a marriage is the joining of estates, and in order to prevent fraud a system of “notice and opportunity” was set. Notice in that the intent to marry was to be… Continue reading Marriage License

Your Own Singularity

The entirety of your own existence is within your mind. Reality is that which you perceive and that which you conceive. The extremes of everything in this duality are within each of us. To rise above this duality is to become balanced and singular. To integrate your own darkness with your own light. To integrate… Continue reading Your Own Singularity

7 Serpents

“The true clairvoyant never claims to be one. The masters of the Fifth Initiation of Major Mysteries are very humble and quiet. No student of occultism is a master. True masters are only those who have reached the Fifth Initiation of Major Mysteries. Before the Fifth Initiation nobody is a master.” “The first sacred serpent… Continue reading 7 Serpents

7 Planets, 7 Rings

The highest goal of Alchemy is the transmutation of the Man. Man must overcome the seven planets and transmute them into soul powers. Their negative forces are the seven deadly sins, which are overcome by a symbolic struggle with demons and dragons and, in turn, are transmuted into the seven cardinal virtues. This is the… Continue reading 7 Planets, 7 Rings

The Left Path

I gained a different perspective on the Left Path the other day. Previously, I have described the paths as: Left Start shit. Middle Start no shit.Take no shit. Right Take shit. This sums it up fairly well, and MOST people actually walk the middle path unintentionally. The Right path is put forth as desirable, and… Continue reading The Left Path

My Death

To borrow a phrase from Mark Twain… Rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated. I died a violent death on the Winter Solstice of 1981, in a very bad car accident. The irony of it is that I was IN the car to go donate blood. My right side was pretty much crushed. The… Continue reading My Death

Local Tribal Gods

Have you ever wondered why different “peoples” around the world worship a similar, but different “God”? Consider that we are a created workforce for the creator species, who set themselves up as “gods”. It would be logical that the local “God” would be similar, but different, from the one who was considered “God” elsewhere. All… Continue reading Local Tribal Gods

The Veil

I have noticed in recent years an increase in people experiencing things which have always been referred to as “supernatural”. There is a reason for this. Now I’m going to go off the rails for some of you, but these are my thoughts. I believe that the veil between what we know as “life” here… Continue reading The Veil

Breaking Free

I was once a KJV Only bible thumper. It took my death to break me free from that cult. The God of the Bible as stated therein is a narcissistic sociopathic genocidal maniac. The very idea of praising such a being for all eternity describes HELL with clarity. The creator of the Universe (and any… Continue reading Breaking Free

More On Toroidal Fields

Previously, I presented how everything is connected by the toroidal fields of energy all things seem to have. I have since learned that such is not the entire case. Everything doesn’t just “have” a toroidal energy field, but is actually made of toroidal fields. I have found that which Tesla was speaking of when he… Continue reading More On Toroidal Fields

Flight Of The Navigator

Do you remember this movie? Young David Freeman is out in the woods near his home in Fort Lauderdale when he falls down a ravine and is knocked unconscious. Waking up he finds that the world around him has advanced by 8 years but he hasn’t. After being reunited with his overjoyed parents, it becomes… Continue reading Flight Of The Navigator

Educational Equivalence

There are basically three levels to a “Mystery School”, like primary, secondary and post-secondary schools (wonder where they got the pattern?) The primary level of the Mystery School is the Initiates. They are taught the foundation “stories” in order to preserve them and pass them down. These are the allegories taught as fact. Different instances… Continue reading Educational Equivalence

What the Hell?

The concept of “Hell” from a historical perspective: In the Old Testament, there is no place like “Hell” as a place of eternal torment and punishment. In the Old Testament, only one place is described (Sheol) where the dead reside; there is never any mention of torment or eternal punishment. Holy men such as Abraham… Continue reading What the Hell?

Mystery School

What is a “Mystery School”? A Mystery School is a place where knowledge is learned which is not readily available to just anybody. Some knowledge is kept out of common hands for safety’s sake. A Mystery School has basically three divisions. Enumerated these are: Initiates Adepts Masters Within these categories will be levels or degrees.… Continue reading Mystery School

The Turning

The Exoteric (outward, public, easily accessible) Christian Church did everything in its power to eradicate the Esoteric (private, little known) Christian Church. The culmination of this effort was seen in the burning of the library at Alexandria. It is said that the burning lasted six months, such was the volume of literature destroyed. All that… Continue reading The Turning

Looking For A Savior

Picture and bulk of the bullets taken from a recent Facebook post by Sara Speer Selber with credit given to Riccardo Dablah Indians have been waiting for Kalki for 3,700 years. Buddhists have been waiting for Maitreya for 2,600 years. The Jews have been waiting for the Messiah for 2500 years. Christians have been waiting… Continue reading Looking For A Savior

The Few

The one who was opposed to man being created with intelligence and capacity to understand right from wrong was understandably upset at the unauthorized genetic upgrade the front line engineers did. “Who has told you you were naked?” The “heavenly” body of the creator species went to war with each other over this. The so… Continue reading The Few

Formula 833

Some time ago, I was watching a video of some guys doing something I found of interest. I don’t even remember what it was, but while they showed this they shared a Chelation formula they used. Something told me “remember this, you’ll need it”. I obtained the ingredients and mixed some up. I took some… Continue reading Formula 833

Idolatry

Long before the introduction of idolatry into religion, the early priests caused the statue of a man to be placed in the sanctuary of the temple. This human figure symbolized the Divine Power in all its intricate manifestations. Thus the priests of antiquity accepted man as their textbook, and through the study of him learned… Continue reading Idolatry

OOBE’s, NDE’s, Lucid Dreams and Astral Travel

The Twice Born ritual culminated in an intentional Near Death Experience (NDE). The duration of the “Death” was 7 days from the writings we have, which rather obviously exceeds reasonableness if the one involved were actually dead. The information that we have is incomplete, and even says so within itself, so we have to extrapolate… Continue reading OOBE’s, NDE’s, Lucid Dreams and Astral Travel

Why Corruption?

I have been studying the Mystery Schools…beginning with the original one in Kemet. At some point I realized that all “Religions” are nothing more than a “Mystery School”, having their roots in the original. Now in the original, there was a requirement when seeking rank within the School and within the surrounding Society, any sort… Continue reading Why Corruption?

Is Satan An Egregore?

Does Satan Even Exist? Egregore (sometimes spelled Egregor) is an esoteric concept representing a non-physical entity that arises from the collective thoughts of a distinct group of people. An incorporated business is an Egregore. The group of people who found a corporation set the initial purpose and values, but a corporation often outlives its founders… Continue reading Is Satan An Egregore?

Chaos Magic

Credit to: Carlos Alberto Cruz Neto..i think there is much confusion and deliberate misdirection regarding this topic, so i am going to share my opinion to clarify a few of these issues..first, people are generally born and indoctrinated into a specific set of paradigms (which amounts to a belief system, if this set of paradigms… Continue reading Chaos Magic

Elite

The “Elohim” were the “gods” who created us. Genesis 1:26 And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing… Continue reading Elite

The Records

We consider this universe to be 3D or Three Dimensional.  We think in terms of movement.  We can move in three axis.  We can move forward/backward, left/right, up/down.  An X,Y,Z coordinate system.   There is a fourth dimension to it though.  One over which we have NO control (ordinarily) and one which only moves in one… Continue reading The Records

Personalizing God – A Recipe For Insanity

Thinking of God as a person (anthropomorphizing) has been the cause of much suffering. Trying to be “pleasing” to a human like personality is the primary cause of a great deal of war, killing etc. From the individual death of a single “sacrificial offering” to the genocidal Jihads or Holy Wars or Crusades or Inquisitions… Continue reading Personalizing God – A Recipe For Insanity

Is This The End?

It is about time for the creator species to return to check on their creation. There are only a few possible outcomes. We impress them with our readiness as a species to be welcomed into the cosmic family. Ah…not ready yet…let it bake for while longer. Wipe out “most” and start again. Wipe out “all”… Continue reading Is This The End?

Counterintelligence

Counterintelligence. What a strange word. It is an umbrella under which you will find false flag operations and controlled opposition. What it represents is a few different aspects of how to maintain control of the population. It uses Religion, Activism and various other visible and hidden operations to propagandize the people. One such use is… Continue reading Counterintelligence

Paulism

From Charley Bushwacker Things as I see them The use of the name Lucifer in Genesis, an academic study. I wrote the following paper in the 1970’s when bean bag chairs were all the rage.Nothing has changed in the interim. I published it online later and invited criticism or comment and the following text contains… Continue reading Paulism

Getting Past The Censor, Taking Your Magic Back

With all the current understanding of “community standards” and post suppression or deletion on Facebook, Twitter and other “social media” accounts, now is a good time to discuss the Censor. I don’t address the individuals involved in implementing censorship in media, but the awareness of their work provides a ready framework for this topic. The… Continue reading Getting Past The Censor, Taking Your Magic Back

Toroidal Fields

There is a topic which has been rolling around in my head for a while. I found a post from a friend on Facebook that said it well. “Phenomenal research has been done to show what the different toroidal shapes look like of different letters and sounds – especially vowels, then as we speak, these… Continue reading Toroidal Fields

Who Is Enki?

Remember the song Aquarius. “When the moon is in the 7th house and Jupiter aligns with Mars than peace will guide the planet, and love will steer the stars. This is the dawning of The Age of Aquarius. Harmony and understanding, sympathy and trust abounding. No more falsehoods or derisions. Golden living dreams of visions,… Continue reading Who Is Enki?

Abracabra

ABRACADABRA~ Meaning …with words i create the world.ARBADACARBA~Meaning … With words i destroy the world.Otherwise you might have never known otherwise.Since the beginning of history it has been law at the end of the Pharoah’s sword.Law at the end of the kings sword until the people became sub servant to the ‘authority’ of law that… Continue reading Abracabra

Spirit Guides

While it is (I suppose) natural to seek a “guide” when in unfamiliar territory, there is substantial risk involved. I will reference the Biblical story of Saul, Samuel and the “Witch of Endor”. As the story goes, Saul had fallen out of God’s favor and was no longer receiving words or direction from God’s prophets.… Continue reading Spirit Guides

Creation, How It Happens

Creation happens when two things agree. These things are “intent” and “belief”. When you believe that something will happen and have a strong emotional intent, it will happen. Now this emotional intent can be purposeful or reactionary. Fear is a powerful, reactionary emotion. “for the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and… Continue reading Creation, How It Happens

Covid-19 Was Never A Virus

Coronavirus literally translates as “The Pope’s Venom”. 19 Toxic venom proteins in King Cobra venom, which is another translation of “Coronavirus”. Covid-19? https://rumble.com/v10miez-world-premiere-watch-the-water.html

The World’s First Family

This video explains much about the confusion that exists on the Earth today. DNA shows that the Basque region is where “modern” civilization started. Basically it is the cradle of humanity. This copy of the video is only in mp4 format which may not play on all systems. Apple/iPhone may need to enable “non free”… Continue reading The World’s First Family